Things cleared. I get the answer I wanted. No I'm not giving up or anything. My plan now is to watch and see what's going to happen. If I tell you I'm alright, obviously I'm lying. It hurts but the pain is still uhm..tolerable? Kay I did ask everyone why I'm not his target, why I'm not his first choice, why I'm NOTHING compared to an Indonesian girl. Just a waste of time right? Like what I said, I shall just stand aside and watch. Like what Mr.Lo said, if he failed to get that girl, he might come back to you but if he succeeded, just wish him best of luck and let him go. Very well said. Thank God my semester break is here. A very good time to leave this place for a lil while and get some peace. At least I'm quite positive I won't think about this matter when I'm back in Ipoh hanging out with all my friends. So, I'll use this break to breathe, think deeply and of course to recover. My friend said, only fall in love with someone who is al...