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"Falling so hard, so fast this time." Huilin you really damn stupid lar. Don't know how to learn from mistakes. I don't know how to say but I gets upset so easily because of you. Just a picture can ruin my day. Just a text message can make me so emotional. Why you no like other guys? So predictable. I don't know what you're thinking but somehow I find that you're so different from other guys. Is it good that you're different? I am having a conflict of emotions. I don't know what I want. I can't sit still. I must voice out my feelings here. All I can ask is, don't give me false hope. Please and thank you.

Mid term exam in 2 days time. Oh lord. So much to cover but so little time. No matter how consistent I am, it's still impossible to finish. That is why they say, medic student never get more than 5 hours of sleep. But I'm sleeping more than that everyday. Which means I'm totally H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S. Whatever lar. I'm going to be one of the 'black horse' lol lol lol. I am very grateful that it is MCQ. Which means I can 'tikam'. why did i use tikam? tsk hahaha. I saw my neighbour cried, which increased my guiltiness. Oh lord, what am I doing? Why I'm not worried like my friends. I mean, I should be worried right? Alright whatever it is, I promised myself and everyone that I'll finish in 5 years. I WILL SURVIVE!!!!!!! Sometimes I am really annoyed by those people who send me loads of link and ask me to click just so they can get money. I know it's just clicking. This shows how materealistic people can be. When they need your help, they'll be lik...

My dear friends! Sorry for not updating you guys. I know it has been long. I've been here for one month plus. So many things happened and I obviously can't mention every single thing. But one thing I must let you all know, I won't be as free as last time. So much to catch up and I can no longer procrastinate. New friends, new environment. Conflicts are unavoidable. I learn to be a more tolerable and forgiving person. In short, become more 'cincai' lar. Don't count so much. Do my own work. Help if someone needs help. Most important, be happy and don't let anything spoil my mood. I still practice 'the secret', no joke. lol. New place, obviously will check out the guys here right. After all I'm a normal girl too. I have my desperate moments too lol joking. Spotted one yang berpotensi but it seems that I'm tepuk tangan sebelah-ing. Sorry for my broken languages. Keep getting false hopes. Very confused too. I can't read guy's mind so I don...

Hello there I'm finally here in Bandung. Cried like a baby before I leave. I know I cant control because, who wants to leave home seriously? Everyone wants to stay near to their parents and family. I guess I'm quickly adapting to the new surrounding. Met new people. Some I've met during the entrance exam. Aaahhh. People said time flies. How soon? How soon can I go back to my mom? Anyway the surrounding is not too bad. Now I just hope my class will start soon so I'll be busy. Time flies the fastest when we're busy haha. Just before I log out, MOM & DAD I MISS YOU! GOR GOR, JIE JIE I MISS YOU ALL! Last but not least, ANSON, JOSHUA & FELIX, I MISS YOU GUYS TOO!

Oh wells this is most probably the last post before I leave. 2 more days ONLY. Just 2 more days to be spent with my family. Alright I know I shouldn't sound like I'm not coming home lol. I will come home soon! Most probably few months later :) In fact I should be happy because I can finally study what I've been dreaming of all this while. I should be happy that Bandung is just one hour flight from M'sia. I should be happy because Bandung is a shopping haven and the weather there is like freaking awesome. I have so much to be happy about. My parents will be so proud of me, so there's nothing to be sad about. I'll be strong I promise! Will miss my parents, my family and friends and my country too. I'll be back soon! See you guys during CNY. It's just months away from now. :) Will blog more about my new study place and also new friends. So, stay tuned! Lots of love.. *wink* everything's gonna be alright. will miss all of you, xoxo.

If you ask me what's my hobby, I'll say nail painting! Hehe. My friend asked me to paint her nails to match her dinner dress so I did the purple one for her. What you think? :)

Lovely things make me happy, ALWAYS. Happy happy :)