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If my break out was one of the reason you left, are you regretting now? Kayyy I'm mean. But there's a saying, if you can't be with someone when they're at their worst time, you don't deserve to be with them when they're at their best time. I'm so so so glad that I finally recovered and I thank God for giving such a lovely gift. For those people out there, stop pointing at people with break outs and ask them what happened. PLEASE. If only they know what's wrong with their skin, they won't even suffer from break outs. And, c'mon they don't ask for it. You thought they want to have pimples all over their face? Firstly, pimples are ugly, undoubtedly. Secondly, they're painful too. So tell me, who will ask for break outs? The most annoying are the ones, who have FLAWLESS skin, and keep complaining when they have one so-called pimple, tiny like shit popped up in somewhere that's not even obvious. In short, people won't even notice if

Hi I'm back! Exam not over yet. Four more papers to go and I'm free! But I have no time to rest. By the time I finish my A2 exam, I need to start preparing for the entrance exam. So much things to do! :( Occasionally I do ask myself, is this what I want, going to Indonesia for studies. I will miss Malaysia so much! I will miss my family, my friends. Well, I had the same feeling before I came to Subang. But it's not the same man... I have my sister here that's why I don't feel so homesick. But I have no relatives in Indonesia. I'll be alone. 5 years. I know I'll come back but the feeling is just.. so annoying and I feel like dying. Le sighhh. I keep telling myself, it's for my future! Come on, you can do it. You'll make new friends there, people there will be fun, just like your college mates. RAWRRRR but my mind is so damn negative! Really need some consultations. And and and, I also tried imagining after 5 years, how will I look like? What kind of p

If it's meant to happen, nothing can stop it from happening right? So I should just... let it be. At the same time, I'm praying that my assumptions are wrong. If my assumptions happen to be so freaking true, I will drop out from my studies and be some kind of predictor and earn big bucks.