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If jumping off a building can solve the problem, I guess I would have jumped. Every time when I think of how bad I am in studies, I feel like crying, slapping myself tight tight. If slapping plus crying can make me smarter, I don't mind crying everyday till my eyes are swollen and slapping myself till my face is red. I used to tell myself that genes make me like that. I have been putting all the blames on my genes. =.= It is so true that I'm a jack of all traits but master of none. I know this a little bit and I know that a little bit. My mom used to say that I carry a lot of knives with me but none of them are sharp. What is the point of having so many knives when non of them are sharp? If you have one good and sharp knife with you, you can even kill a person. And those who have many knives and all are sharp, those are really masters! I hope I can at least pick a knife that I have and start sharpening it. But which one? It seems that all the knives that I carry are too blunt, ...

I feel sorry for myself because I'm such a vulnerable person. Even small things can bring me down. I just hope one day I will be able to understand the phrase 'Take it easy'. Life can be very simple. Doing things that you love. Ignoring things that you hate. STOP THINKING NONSENSE. Recently I'm in misery. Please, stop singing that song. I try to forget but I can't. This issue is driving me crazy. And, I don't remember how many times I cried because of this. The reasons are not important. As long as I still carry a smile on face, there's nothing to be worried about. Don't ask me what happened because you will only make me recall the pain. Yea, I was hurt so badly and I need time to forget. I will forget, I promise.

Once a day: Laugh together Talk to each other for half an hour about anything and everything Hugs. Once a week: Sit in silence together for a while, somewhere where both of you love. Give each other a break, go separate ways and spend a few hours apart. Once a month: Watch sunrise Give each other some surprises. Once a year: Celebrate anniversaries Holiday separately because missed people become closer. Once a lifetime: Get married with the one you loved Make it through a major relationship obstacle Become parents.

It's Saturday peeps. And I'm rotting at home. No hang out because of the 'Bersih' thing. Sight. Second mother came to pay a visit so don't have the mood to do anything. Yesterday experienced the worst traffic jam I've seen so far. Still am quite grateful that I reached home early. Some of my friends were stuck in the traffic for hours and Darren dear reach home at 11pm. == Only in Malaysia you can experience this. Are you proud to be a Malaysian? FTW Thanks to Chris that I'm watching all those 'Bersih' videos now. LOL It's so addictive. I should be doing SAQ now but I'm so not in the mood now. So how? Die lor. T.T

Guys drink to forget about the girl. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become weaker. When girls are in love, they become prettier. Guys can forget, but cannot forgive. Girls can forgive, but cannot forget. Guys care most about the quantity of love but, Girls care most about the quality of love. Guys break up when they feel love from another. Girls break up when they feel separation from her man. Guys feel curious towards all girls. Girls feel curious towards the guys who are interested in her. When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget the girl by going out with other girls. When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from other guys. Guys wish to be her first love. Girls wish to be his last love. Never get into a love when you meant to break a heart. Never look into eyes when you are meant to lie. Promises are meant to be kept. Wishes are only meant to be fulfilled. Scars will never heal. Hearts are not meant to be played wit...

Begets means to cause. Love begets love means if you love someone, you'll be loved back. When you love someone, doesn't mean that person will love you back. So in short, you must be willing to love in order to be loved back. Treasure the ones you love. Love them for who they are. Even if they don't love you in return, doesn't matter. Love them just because you can. Have a nice day my friends. ^^

Yesterday was totally an experience to me. I thought such situation only happens in drama. LOL Anyway, the story goes like this.... I was sitting in Sunway Pyramid Starbucks waiting for someone. I noticed this guy infront of me was looking at me all the time but I don't really care so I just continue revising my maths. When he left, he walked to me and gave me a piece of paper and on the paper was a drawing of my face. You think it's sweet but I think it's scary. LOL Why there are such random people on this earth? And another incident happened on the same day in Starbucks too. There were this two girls walking around asking people to donate. So, when one of them approach me, I disguised as a Korean. Freaking awesome me! The most funny part is that she actually believed, apologized and left. LOL Okay that's all for today. Gonna meet up with chiyinku now. Bye peeps.