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I'm seriously so sick with emotional guys. What is wrong with you? I know you don't have to explain what is wrong to me. But you just don't have to show the emotional side of you. I don't care how you see me, what you think of me ANYMORE because I'm done with you. I just hope you can handle your emotions next time. Have you ever thought your emotions can affect the people around you? Yes, you don't give a damn but other people do give a damn. It seems my sadness has turned into anger. I'm so tired. When everything seems perfect, something has to happen to destroy all the happiness and joy. Maybe my expectation was too high. I'm sorry. Sorry for expecting so much. I shall now put a FULLSTOP to all these rubbish that is happening to me. EXPELL negative people from my life.

I feel so uneasy. I don't know why I'm feeling uneasy. I JUST FEEL UNEASY. I can't sleep I can't concentrate. Shit just got serious. Why is this happening now? Does it really matter to me? What do I want? What can I do? Everything happened like God made. I know right.

First post in 2014! I'm finally home for semester break woohoooo. I know it's a bit too late for new year resolutions lol but I don't have any resolutions, not like I will follow haha. But I do have a wishlist. A list of things that I wish to achieve/get in 2014.. 1. Save more money. 2. Study harder than 2013. 3. Get A's in exams. 4. Get A's in socca. 5. Be a more carefree and happy person. 6. Super lucky in everything I do lol. I always think that luck is very important in everything. Exam, opportunity etc. 7. Maintain 46kg haha. 8. Be a nicer person. 9. Peace. 10. A***** wakaka. I think there are alot more haha. But the most important thing that I wished for 2014 is good health and happiness for my parents, family, friends and myself. What is life if you're not healthy and happy? May 2014 be a good year for you, you, you and YOU. I love all of you <3

Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU??!! I'm being nice doesn't mean you can be rude to me. I'm being nice doesn't mean I enjoyed sarcarsm very much. Most important, I'm being nice doesn't mean you can STEP ON MY HEAD AND JUDGE MY FAMILY MEMBERS. Are you really that ignorant or no one actually taught you about manners? You wanna tease me, make me feel stupid, being rude to me like I owed you etc, FINE. Anyhow I'm waiting for that one day that I will explode. But who the hell are you to say my brother is lame. And my brother didn't even do anything to you. You stupid ar? From today onwards, you're going to be a piece of shit to me. Why do you wanna downgrade yourself liddat? Why you wanna make people hate your attitude? After all the conversations that we had, I can only conclude that you are like those ah beng ah seng out there, so no standard. Yes, you might be a smart person. But what's the point of being smart when you have attit...

One more month and I can finally go home again for my third sem break!!!!! I love how time flies when I'm here haha. But before I can go home, have to go through exams and socca sighhhhhh. Seriously why they don't banish socca? It's so disgusting ughhhhh. Anyway, I know I'll be fine. I just don't like the stress,  the insomnia that I have to experience during socca period. C'mon let me get through all these stuff ASAP so that I can leave earlier T.T Another reason why I'm dying to go home is because I really need to take a break. Not from studies but from the people here. Sometimes, I rather do stuff alone because I don't like the 'attachment'. I know it's very selfish of me to think this way because at some point of life, we still need friends. I'm not saying I don't need people to accompany me. What I mean is that I need my personal space. I mean, we don't have to do stuff together like ALL THE TIME right? I don't wanna shoo...

From a total stranger to classmate. And from classmate, you became a close friend of mine. Never thought we are going to be so close like now but it's sad to say, you're leaving tomorrow. People say when two person can become friends it's call fate. But when we can get along so well, it means we are people of the same thoughts. We have the same frequency in thinking. I wish I could make you stay and complete our degree together. But I know you'll be happier if you leave. Frankly speaking, if I can leave I think I would have do the same thing because of the shitty systems and some shitty people. I'm happy for you seriously. No more dramas and all. Best of luck in your future undertakings and I know you'll be very happy in Taiwan. I will update about our situations here. Please stay tuned for more epic dramas. You will be missed.

I'm waiting for one day, when both of you will be alone till the end. Don't blame others. Blame yourself. You guys pushed people away, with that shitty attitude of yours. And.. You will pay for what you did to me and Boon today. You will pay. Oh ya. I'm so glad you told me my thoughts are like a xiao mei mei. So glad you didn't kira with me because I'm a xiao mei mei. So glad you came and correct the both of us. Cause we are two ignorant kids. Oh but I forget to tell you, empty kettle makes the most noise. You're so noisy so are you empty? Thank you for underestimating the entire class. The whole class are just a bunch of idiots to you right? How come they are so stupid? Well, I just have to say both of you not very smart because you need a bunch of stupid people to make you look smarter right? Oi why don't thank us? lol Step people's head to get higher, you wait for karma la. And I wish the best of luck for the both of you. Because very soo...