I really love gradient nails recently. Hoho. Awesome. And it's so easy to do! Just use a sponge dab dab dab. And the konads are amazing. I shall buy more design plates. :)
Don't I have the right to be alone? Don't I have the right to reject? Am I your puppet or what? To be frank, right now at this very moment I just feel like giving up on this relationship. I should be happy in a relationship. Not being pathetic and let you haunt me most of the time. I deserved to be loved and be respected. All you do every time you're not happy about something I did, you just fucking ignored me and expect me to realize the mistake I did, when the truth is I don't think I did anything wrong. Why did I reject not going to your place? Because I wanna be alone. I wanna be alone to clear my mind and most importantly, to heal myself after so much bullshits happened to me for the past few months. You think it's easy? You will never understand what I've been through and why I'm so upset about me because YOU ARE NOT ME. You're pissed because I rather lock myself up and not going to your place to accompany. You think I'm pessimistic. Yes ...
Here comes the week of the month, when nothing goes right. The week of the month when every single thing pisses you off. Thank you PMS. You make me feel like crying every single moment when I think of 'that' thing. I'm trying not to talk about it because the boyfie said you don't have to repeat what you're not happy about. So yea, I'm so not going to talk about the current issue that is bothering me so much. I shall just relax and enjoy my two weeks holiday. It doesn't make any differences right whether it is next week or the week after next week. I have came a long way, waited since last year August, one or two weeks doesn't matter to me anymore. But I never stop questioning whether equality still exists or not. Two groups of people paying the same amount of money but one of them gets extra three months to work on their requirements. People always say that everything happens for a reason and up till now I still can't see the reason. What privileges...
Hi there! Blog wasn't up to date. So sorry. Went back to my hometown last week so I wasn't able to update any statuses on facebook and also my blog. Internet connection at my home suck like %^&*(*&^%. Oh wells, glad that I came back here, my sis's place. Internet connection pretty like mad. Yes Life, you are awesome though sometimes I'm quite pissed that I can't watch videos on youtube. Next week I have a so-called 5days break. Should I go back Ipoh??????? :( I don't feel like going back because I just had a one full week break and I spent the whole week in Ipoh. Those 2-3 hours of travelling is a pain in ass. How lar? :( Mock exam starting next week. Don't feel like talking about it. I'll just do it no matter what. Must score in Bio because that's the only subject I have some confident in. Like this picture so much. Macam yes right haha. :)
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